February 25, 2006

• There's always other fish in the sea, but who says they like the bait I'm casting?

  
  

  I actually have quite a few prospects in the women department of life.  Well actually, lets just say that I know a few.  Right now my relationships aren't really working out, and it's not really due to the people in the relationships or myself.  The simple fact is that things get complicated when you take "that step", and right now the complications are becoming overwhelming.  I need less stress in my life, just like my horoscope said.  I rarely trust horoscopes, but it was right this time for once.  So now is the time where I need to take a step back so I can have room to breath, re-think my life, and start fresh. 

  
  

  There are so many things going on in my life right now that sometimes make in unmanagable.  For instance, I have school, which is stressful enough, but coming back from Summit after the end of the first semester, I really was left in the dark on how to do things in my classes.  I attribute that to the reason why I am failing some of my courses miserably.  To top that off, I have to keep atleast a C average to secure my driver's license, and to get off of probation by the end of the Nine Weeks.  I need my driver's license to get a job, and to have transportation to shows and practice.  With all this said, I'm worried about the relationships I'm in with girls, and it would make life so much easier if I could have independent transportation so I would have the freedom of seeing people when I want.  Actually, I have found that this is the first time since ninth grade that I have worried about my grades. 

  
  

  I need a life to live for, besides my own.

  
  

  -Caleb

  
  
  

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